Deadly Dreams~Amnesia/Pewdie Fanfic Chapter 6

Deadly Dreams

"People stare at me
Point their fingers
And they laugh at me
What am I doing wrong ?
To deserve this kind of pain
Why do I breathe?
I can't recall the point of it
If I stopped breathing
The pain would end" ~ Meiko & Kaito (vocaloid)~ My True Self

Chapter 6:  Painful Moments

I stared at his very golden back. My mouth formed tangled upon a knot of non-enlightenment. Nothing sum up right, they a statue, I, a human. How could such a thing be possible humane?  It felt as though I was put upon entangled life since the day I was born, to keep in a puzzling puzzle that only showed itself when time was clicking on that clock.

My mouth closed and opened trying to find words yet to form nothingness coming from my lips except for the shaking slaps that they made each timed they closed. "W-what.."I started as he turned his head slightly at me in a Sterns look. "Could possibly be wrong with that?" I question upon his enmity.

He turned too looked at me until he pulled the ends of my hair with was what in my disapproval. He showed me the tips that slowly turning a colour of sliver, he growled at the colour in fear.  I stared in disbelief at the change of colour. I never ever dyed my hair, however as I watched my tips of my brown hair seem to grown away only slightly as you look so close at the dismay. I looked at him in shook.

"Why? Why is this happening?" I asked, today been way more then the meaning of "eventful" for me.  He clutches his hand over my own as he sighed. "Because, you are the heir to be the silver lady, in this world" he replied. I stared at him until words formed from my trembling lips "I-is their way to stop this from happening?" I knew the answers partly, however it only a slight chance of it. "Escape" he replied "escaping this hell hole is the only way"

I smiled at him bravely with the side of bitterness. "Then we'll all make it out, escaping together is the way to live it"

"Oh, hello love birds" Was the reply of the so known by 2 million fans who know him as the hero of video games (AN: Well in my mind he is), Pewdie or Felix. Whatever. I blushed at the voice of the sleepy Swedish dude "love bird" joke.  I coughed and sighed pulling my hair back so he wouldn't see.

I smiled at him as best as I could even if I was frighten inside. "Hello Pew's, good morning, evening?"I replied with uncertainty of the time, he shrugged his shoulder in reply. We three had lost track of time a long time ago.

The other two awoke from their sleep; I smiled happily to final meet the awesome Mr. Chair and epic Piggeh. Piggeh however had gone right onto sit on Pewdie lap and they started fusing about, while I walked up to Mr. Chair and helped him up, "Good morning" I told him as he smiled back, "G-good morning" he replied, a slight sadistic spark cross his eyes.  I turned to see Piggeh on the floor knock out and Pewdie cleaning his shorts out, "I don't believe it!" I said pointing at Pewdie who had beated the pig up, "I thought you like Piggeh Pewdie?" I asked as I walked over to the sleeping pig that was snoring way over the top.

"Piggeh that the worse snoring I have ever heard, it doesn't even hear realistic!" I said as I kick him over which he ended up getting up on his feet, all I heard come from his lips saying "I'm pumped now! I'm pumped!" as if he really trying to say "I'm awake!".
"Ummm, G-Guys? Where or how did t-these barrels get here?" Mr. Chair asked as he looked around the room to find we're surrounded by them, they laughed at us that we never noticed them sneak in the room. The doors were blocked by a pile of barrels and Stephano was no were to be seen. Shit. What is going on?

I ran to the door with Pewdie and started ripping down there wall only to get stuck under the many barrels, I was trapped, now alone. I thumped against the barrels who laugh at my misery.  This was a failure for me; I couldn't even hear the others out there! All I heard was mummers of another voice who laughed and chuckled in victory. I shivered in fear of the thought of them. Whoever the hell "them" is.

"Why?! Axlisa? Pewdie?!" I heard the call for us though the air around me was disappearing making my lungs tighten; my energy slowly going with each long breath. My vision blurred then and was gone by the last laugh of a horrible barrel.  
  
Here again I sat alone. No one ever liked me, I was too different here, this place. The school bell rang as the student left; one by one they're gone as I was left behind. Again. I was constantly alone here, in this darkness of a school. I got up and banged the desk with my hands in frustrations as I whispers the words I said every single day after school "I hate myself and my life" before picking up my backpack and left the room.

People pointed at me the moment I left the room, whispering the (1) non compos mentis of myself. It hurt painfully, I want to be me yet no one liked it in this school as though being strange is against the policy. If I really want to fit in I have to be fake to impress in this stupid reality and I wasn't going to change myself because this is my reality, my fricken life.  no one going to change me no matter how scared I'll be, no matter how much I'm hated I'll be me so I can live my life. I have to for my family, for them. I rather be a ghost then be a fake any day anyway. Because there be a light for me and only me.

A hand grabbed my own and there stood a boy before me. He smiled sweetly at me yet I couldn't see his face in this memory as if it was wiped clean off from my mind. He hugged me in his big and welcoming arms as I cried upon him. "Why am I treated like this? Why?" I asked the boy who held me in his warm arms, he stroke my short childish brown hair. "Because Axlisa, You're special" He whispered in my ear softly as he keeps me there for those couple of moments.

However soon I fell though the body I had been grasping a few second ago and now it was only (2) nonentity as it vanishes before my eyes. Now the boy was now walking away, he left me once again in my loneliness on the floor; he was gone and left me in the darkness again. "Come back! Don't leave me! Don't put me back in that life! Please take me with you!" I cried while my hand reaching for him from afar in a failed attempt of being taken away from my nightmare. He turned around slowly to me; a small tear dripped from his eyes and rippled the floor in waves. His lips moved silently in reply then he turned to leave.
The old crowd surrounded me laughing in their croaked ways; they carried the words around my head. I banged my hands on the floor as I let tears fall upon the ground as they laughed at idiotic me, I shouldn't be here never. I should evaporate into the very air.
I lay there alone as harsh words whisked away and replace with the soft words of the boys while I let myself rest upon the rippling white floor. I felt I was dying, going to heaven until those words made me gripped the floor in attempt to not be taken away just yet, I have to heard every single note , every word he told me once more time before I'm gone because I want to cry on it and smile at the speciality of his love and caring words.

"You never be alone, never because I am here with you, just watch the stars because we share them, I always be there Axlisa, because I am in your heart, We'll meet again, Remember me will you?"

"I'll always remember you St...."